Never Give Up

Hellooooooooooo Guysssssssssss!!!!!!!

First of all, I want to apologize for not posting more often but I really don't have any spare time this school year. Since I being out for almost a month, I want to let you know why in this post. I guarantee is gonna be one of the most important ones I have done so far.

Let's start by letting you guys know I'm a senior in high school. Where I go to school they have some career opportunities for seniors such as internships/externships and different kinds of programs.  Last year, I signed up for one of them that included some college preparation and an internship. I personally did it because I really need to know if what I want to study is the right for me. In other words, this school year is like a challenge for me.

When I started my internship I was really excited. I thought it will be the most wonderful experience in my whole life. I was in the Obstetrics Department that week. As a couple of you might know obstetricians are the ones who take care of the pregnancy of a woman as well of the delivery of the baby. Man who will ever guess I will end up like I did that week. My second day there I got to see my first delivery. I have to admit that it wasn't a nice process at all. The woman who was delivering was yelling at everybody for nothing and the doctor took years to appear. After the baby was born, I got out of that room because I felt like I was going to black out. All the nurses noticed this and told me to calm down and not to let that delivery influence me because it was a bad one. Finally, I agree to do as they told me.

After two days I was back in the department. I met all the anesthesiologists and they wanted me to watch an epidural. I still ask myself how I made it though. When the guy was through half way of the process he noticed he did the puncture in the wrong place. When he pulled that needle out I was done for. After all the blood started coming out and he started the process again I even had to sit. They tried to encourage me to not give up, that it was my first time seeing it and that I will get used to it. This time I thought, you guys tell me this just because you don't want to crush my dreams. However, right after I got home I called my cousin who is a doctor and talk to him about it. He told me the same thing the nurses told me before.

Since all that happened I being thinking about going into another field and quit everything. I really don't know why I  haven't done it yet. Some say is because I'm not a quitter, others say because I just love the thing. In the end, no one knows the reason why. The only thing I know for sure is that I wont sit around and wait for someone to give me the right answer. I have decided that I will look for reasons of why I shouldn't quit instead of looking for reasons to do so. Luckily with my determination I will figure something out sooner than later.

With this I just want you guys to think about your dreams. Don't let some obstacles to stay in your way forever. You have the willpower to do whatever you like to do. And you know what, if you are the person who doesn't like to quit KEEP IT UP. Right now I'm not willing to let my dream go because of a couple things the frightened me. Life is about showing yourself that if you want to do it you will do it. If you are about to give up, think about it twice. Think of the reason you haven't give up so far. When you find that reason you will find the reason for not giving up.

Also, if you are quitter this is for you. Stop quitting just to avoid things. Keep your head up and face the inevitable. Quitters don't survive, quitters aren't the ones who are successful. You can't go around quitting everything just for silly reasons. If you do what would you learn? What would you get? The answer is simple NOTHING. Don't worry about being afraid or disappointed that's part of life. Sooner than later you will regret being such a coward and immature. In some cases it might be too late to go back.; to start doing things the way you should have done them before.

I hope this post helped some of you out there. Don't be afraid to rely in others. Don't be afraid of your dreams. And most important:

DO NOT EVER GIVE UP ON THEM!!!!!!!!!